people are gonna always hear what they wanna hear and say what they wanna say. no matter how old u age.

i like being outspoken but sometimes i think i need to think a little before i say it. but then again, thats just me, i say it like it is, with the best intentions and honesty and i dk if the pill is it thats giving me anxiety. i need to just be me and stand behind myself and who i am. i need to trust myself also. and think about the bigger picture and not get dumb about little things that dont mean anything. nothing ever perfect. u make the best out of everything. but ur willing to work it out positively is the important thing.

i keep thinking for a while that bad things are going to happen to me with every little thing i do. but everyone has a past. everyone has an opinion. i need to just freakin let go and just be happy with me and my friends and my boyfriend and everything. and i didnt do anything wrong or bad. i need to accept that things are good and be okay and allow them to be good. see the good in everything. i constantly think whatever is on my mind if it will have a negative affect on me bc i basically just had an opinion, but i cant live like that. i just cant. and i cant compare myself to other people. i just am me. everyone is different. everyone has different needs. i need to just do what i gotta do. and deep down, i know me. i have the best intentions, ppl have dif opinions thats what makes the world go round. but i just gotta be me and stick up for myself and be the strong person that i am.