listening to bon iver late a night.. first reminds me of steffy and makes me miss u so much/ cant wait to see u, second reminds me of summer and how i miss it, and everything inbetween, aka how far i've gone since then in who i have become. weird to think of how fast changing things can be-attitudes, thoughts, worries, basically everything from how i now live my everyday life. i neer could have imagined i would be where i am right now. Sometimes i like the person i am becoming, but other times i feel like i am finding myself slip from who i used to be and i dont like that either. of course there are always things people want to improve on or change about who they are. I feel like school inhibits me alot and limits me, but i also know i shouldn't use school as an excuse. thats when i feel great when i listen to music that reminds me of a certain time of where i was at in my life and the people i was surrounded by. and it served as a great reminder to me tonight of who i am, where i have been, and how far i have come and changed. sometimes i dont realize how long of a process its been just because it seems like it all happened and changed so fast.. but its really been half a year in the making right about now. ive learned alot from the people who i have met. i have learned alot from the people i have met and it has influenced me in who i like to surround myself with, and what i would like to have in me as a person.. and most importantly, how much i love myself. and how i dont want to forget who i am. i am a strong independent happy, real person, and i want to continue that no matter if my daily life is different and i have a boy friend etc. i mean a little has to change, but change for the positive better, but dont forget the soul, passion i have in myself, and never be dependent.